torn

I am so torn right now... my heart is telling me one thing and my head is telling me something else. I wish just once the 2 could agree. I have one thing, miss something else, and want something else.

I like what i have but feel i am setting myself up for failure.

I miss the way things used to be.

And I want to be able to have what I know deep down will make me happy, but my heart is somewhere else right now.

That is all...