life

Its Never a good feeling when your mind cant stop wandering and all you can do is think and think. Then your thinking turns into worrying and you feel as if everything is crashing down around you. You question the decisions you have made in your life and wonder if you only would have done things differently , what would your life be like today. It seems as if nothing can go right, you have lost complete control. Isn't it odd the way things work out. The path's life drags you down. All for what? To learn? To grow? Well when will it be enough. When will being dragged down the same old dirt road over and over again be enough. I understand that there is a plan for everyone and everything but why does it have to be so difficult, does it get any easier?

You can't change the past and things happen for a reason even if you have no idea why at the time. You make decisions that you sometimes will question, but you should never regret. You can fuck up epically and still nothing can change the fact that it happened and really the more I think about it I don't want to change what has happened. You live and you learn, you grow from every experience and there is nothing to regret about that. "never regret something that once made you smile" (especially if it is still making you smile). You can't please everyone and people will judge its just a way of life. Let them judge let them talk the people that matter wont mind and the one that do just don't matter. JUST LET IT RIDE!